It's Because I'm Asian Isn't it ~ ?

HAPPI NU YIA!!
HAPPINESS AND PWOSPEWITY TO YU AWW :D

2012 BE DA YIA OF DA DWAGON~

The past 2 weeks, have been somewhat, uncanningly bad.
one bad thing after another, like a malevolent wave sweeping
through this place, or atleast it seems like it.

Not just to me, my friends have all been affected in some way.

It started when I had a big fight with Shrii~ and at the time, he
was very stressed aswell, but that was when everything else kicked off.
the morning after that which is when I work, I was trying with all my
power to keep calm and not cry, I’m usually the airheaeded and carefree
one of whomever I am with, not alot gets me down or affects me, but
the fight from the previous night was still lingering…and I managed
somehow until one of my work friends got in trouble because of me, she
was crying alot…more than I have ever seen of her.
There a strong urge to break, but I had been able to keep it in.

We were confronted and were told the situation, so that was all sorted
and we are both better.

But then the day didn’t seem to want to let me off just yet, I had a split shift
that day but I only had 3 hours in between, usually I would wait around
and daydream with music in the canteen, but considering what had happend,
I really didn’t want to sit there for that long, so I thought I’d go home even
if it is for just 1 hour, due to the timing of my train and time it takes to
walk back to my home.

A few drops came upon me, but just for a few seconds, the time it took
for another train to stop ot the opposite platform to arrive and depart,
I had already wiped away those tears. honestly I expected more.

Whilst closing in to my stop, I was ready to breathe easy because I was
going home for a little easy on my mind, maybe a cup of tea aswell,
only to be trapped on that train and be taken to the next stop because the
doors would not open, I had tried to run to the next set of doors and they
wouldn’t open either, I had a lady with me who was also trying to get off,
so I tried to open the doors between the carriages to the next, but it was
already too late.

The train had started to shift and all we could do was get off at the next
stop and take the next train back.

Although I didn’t leave quietly though, I stormed through that train and
had a little bit of a go at the drivers who were composed of this cunt
that looks like one of those stereotypical american fat police officers
that likes to pig out on doughnuts, the other just looks like he was so
high on weed that he doesn’t even know how to talk sense considering
how red his eyes were.

There goes my plan to go home, if I had gone home, I would have
only had about 5-10 minutes at most before I had to go get the next
train back to work.

So I went back to work.
Everything seemed to have been fine after that.

A few days passed, and one of the people I live with, he goes to band
practise, he only recently had a competition which went well I believe.
His group also had this vehicle that they keep their bigger instruments
in, like the drums and xylophones etc, this vehicle was stolen.
Someone drove off with it, just like that, according to what he told me,
there was about 80k woth of instruments, equiptment and uniforms that
were in there, all gone.

Later on his laptop had conked out that he needs for jobs and his uni work.
What a day for him.

I pretty sure this was the day after.
Shrii and another friend, Lloyd, had planned to go see Fair To Midland, a band
they both obsess over, it was this coming sunday 6th Nov.
Only a week before it, the bassist coincidentally though it was
time to ‘move on’ right after they just made a name for themselves
and going on tour.

no way this was a small thing right? something must have happend.

This left them quite upset, because that concert was the only thing amongst
the stress and work that was driving them, to have that atleast that to look
foward to, they had booked the time off aswell, they’ll just be sitting at home
now with nothing much to do.

2 days later…
Another friend was hit by what I saw as bad, maybe not to him considering
he was thinking of doing so at some point, but can’t right now due to money,
but he has been told to move out by May 2012 in order to lower the household
income so that his sister can get a student load.
I don’t know if I think that’s selfish or…I don’t even..

I flipped when I heard this, I really did.
Just how I feel, Shrii has offered for him to find a place with us, but the
landlords in this place are so picky and thinks we’re like ‘the rest’ and
would cause trouble at any given moment because we’re not family or
related in some way.

We are family, I consider my friends my family, I love them all.
I even consider the cat from a 2 doors down my street a friend, because
it always comes to me when I walk past from a day of work, I called it
batcat > u < just because it’s a white cat with a black mask, cape and boots~
the way it’s fur goes makes it look like that~

My Master, has had her job for a while now, I think almost 2 months, and
I have been worrying because of all the people that have been trying to
get her number and whatnot, and the place she works seem a little harsh
for someone with little experiance, also she, to me, is very delicate, I don’t
want her hurt considering it’s a warehouse she works in. @_@ ~

Aswell as family issues and her hard earned money being taken by them
doesn’t impress me either.

I wish I could do something for her ; A ;
I know she suffers alot by herself, and I know I can’t fully understand the
things she goes through becuase I haven’t experianced it myself.

I would want her to be happy, I don’t want to think of the possibility that she would one day, take her life because of all this, I wouldn’t be happy for a long while, if we could trade places, I would.

I haven’t known her as long as others,
…but she is very precious to me.

Today.
Shrii had lost his wallet, with everything in it. all of his cards and money that
he was supposed to pay into the bank today to take him back up into the
safe zone of not being charged.

He was supposed to go out filming with some other friends right after, but he’s
been searching all day and ended up cancelling, instead he went to cancel
cards and whatnot, I had just enough to help him pay though and still had
enough to get me to work.

Wasting a day that was supposed to be used to finish their first episode too.
But then just an hour ago, he found it in a very suspicious place.
In our housemates room within his paperwork and some other things.
we don’t know it it was a mix up when we were cleaning or something else.

All we know is that Shrii wouldn’t have put it in that room on his own, and their
wallets are very different and distinctive so mistaking the wallets couldn’t have been the case.

But he’s glad he found it, or in his words.
‘As long as I get Skyrim on it’s release date, collectors edition
that I preordered, I don’t give a fuck!’

It was just all the hassle and then his face when he found it, quite scary…

Lastly

I have come to the conclusion that I actually need to keep drinking
water (more than usual people I think) @_@ not that I mind though.
(I actually love water naturally, I can drink a few more litres than anyone
I know, except my mum, she’s like a Tea + Water freak, I love the plain
taste whilst everyone seems to prefer it when there’s a flavour in it, like
the volvic strawberry water…that seems to give me indegestion
…I NEED PLAIN WATER!)

I’ve just been lazy these past few days, I haven’t had a sip of water
at all, it’s just been fizzy and some sort of juice, and maybe some milk…

And it seems to have affected me, because we have also been
ordering take aways aswell, and my body has dropped in energy,
I’ve been getting headaches and after I eat this stuff and drank
something fizzy, my nose starts to bleed, I feel and smell the blood
trickling down, and it only started when these things happend.

So, I gotta start drinking my usual amounts of water again.

I don’t think I’ve ever written/typed anything as long as this before…
hopefully never again, and if so, it’ll be a pleasant one.

I need to get back into the Asian Flow :D

I only used ‘Cunt’ once…that’s quite amazing.

Needs To Fuck Off For Just One Day…